Originally published February 23, 2018, this piece carries with it the questions I still hold to this day, interspersed as always, likely never to be fully answered but an answer sought just the same. 🛰 "Satellites / Recon" - Recorded 1/10/2021 The original piece is below for reference, and can be found in its entirety … Continue reading Poetry Reading – “Satellites / Recon”
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Poetry Reading – “Say I Love You”
Hello everyone, I have finally recorded my first audio version of one of my poems (outside of the experimental recordings in the anechoic/echo chambers), and I am excited to share it here as an update to my 2018 piece "Say I Love You". I have wanting to do this been working up to this for … Continue reading Poetry Reading – “Say I Love You”
Fog Moon
Empty Feel like Something Not right Dead dreams Dark night Fog moon No light Sun rise New day New hope New way
In the End
In the end It is not sharpened claws that tear us apart Nor a flow of blood from our freshly torn flesh that draws the life from our bodies It is not dagger teeth that consume us Nor the acids of a churning stomach that digest our decaying forms No we do not stagger forward … Continue reading In the End
In Memory of Aaron Allen
Brother When I heard The news I could not speak I did not know What to say And I am still unsure If any words Could ever really convey The great loss That the world Had suffered In your absence I want to ask Why But I know All too well What driving force lies … Continue reading In Memory of Aaron Allen
On Past Failures and Future Horizons
First attempt Fourteen Future uncertain Past unkind Why go on When there is nothing here To call my own Second attempt Seventeen Failure to recover From past sins An unforgiving self Critical to the end Wishing only for Peace of mind Third attempt Twenty-eight Seated before Photos of Loved and lost Dark basement Rope taut … Continue reading On Past Failures and Future Horizons
More Than Just a Dream
Do you ever grow tired Of what you do Of being Who you are, Of the countless days spent walking A path The end of which You cannot Are not sure if you will ever See clearly? You know me Better than anyone else, But do you know me Better Than I know Myself? Do … Continue reading More Than Just a Dream
Say I Love You
Note: This is intended as a spoken-word piece. If I ever get a recording together, I will share it here for appropriate context. Say "I love you"… Not to me, not to placate some deep-seeded need within me to feed off of the crimson blood you bleed but to everyone else... To every person in … Continue reading Say I Love You
Satellites / Recon
Sleepy satellites Drifting Aimlessly? Towards? As far as we know No transmissions out Though dear God We try What's coming in On the Airwaves Static Crackling Old televisions Telling stories We've never written Do you ever stare Into the spaces between Moment and moment Fixated On nothing at all A dream A song Processing Searching … Continue reading Satellites / Recon